Just A Little Vent

So originally the plan was for me to just move downstate. But I've changed my mind.

I don't want to live down here again. I would rather be surrounded by strangers than people I know. This may explain why I liked my old job so much - moved from city to city and the only people I knew were my co-workers, and even them I didn't know that well.

I don't want to keep acquaintances. I don't want to keep appearances. I don't want to worry about what I say or what I do and how that may make someone like or not like me. I want to get lost in a crowd. I want to sit on a bench somewhere, with coffee in hand, and get lost in my thoughts.

So, I'm thinking Chicago. I know some people there, but the chances I would run into them are really slim. Or somewhere out west. I would love to drive from here to there. There to here. Main roads, back roads, short cuts, dead ends. Walk trails that go forever. Run paths that lead to nowhere.

My mind is wandering now. But I'm feeling a little better now.
Sushi for lunch... woohoo!

And while you're reading this *it'll probably be taken down later when I'm thinking a little clearer* check out this video with the awesome Sam Sellers aka Rabbi Darkside

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